He dug his knuckles into my throat, thinking I was just another weak recruit he could break in front of the entire platoon. He didnโt know my hands were registered lethal weapons or that I outranked him in ways he couldnโt imagine. The silence that followed my next move wasnโt fearโit was the sound of his career ending.
CHAPTER 1: THE HEAT INDEX
The Mojave sun doesn’t just shine; it weighs on you. It presses down with a physical force, turning the air in your lungs into hot soup. We were at Fort Irwin, the National Training Center, standing in formation on a patch of gravel that had probably dissolved the boots of a thousand soldiers before us.
It was 1400 hours. The heat index was pushing 110. But the temperature wasn’t the reason the air felt suffocating.
It was Colonel Riker.
He was walking the line. Click. Scrape. Click. Scrape. The sound of his polished boots on the grit was the only thing audible over the distant hum of generators. Riker wasn’t just a commanding officer; he was a tyrant with a silver eagle on his collar. He believed in the “old corps,” which, in his translation, meant breaking people for sport.
And he hated me.
I was the anomaly. The glitch in his perfect matrix of testosterone and aggression. I was the only woman in this advanced infantry remedial course, a transfer with a redacted file that he hadn’t botheredโor didn’t have the clearanceโto read. To him, I was a diversity hire. A quota filler. A soft spot in his iron wall.
“Eyes front!” he barked, his voice cracking like a whip.
I stared at the horizon, watching heat waves distort the mountains. I could feel his gaze before he even reached me. It was a physical sensation, like a laser pointer burning into the side of my neck.
He stopped. The silence stretched, tight as a piano wire.
“Private Miller,” Riker growled, addressing the kid next to me. Miller was nineteen, from Iowa, and shook like a leaf whenever the wind blew too hard. “Why is your uniform unbuttoned?”
“Heat, sir… I thought…” Miller stammered.
“You thought?” Riker sneered. “You don’t think. You bleed and you sweat. Fix it.”
Miller fumbled. His hands were shaking so bad he dropped his cover into the dust.
Riker stepped on it. He grounded the fabric into the dirt with his heel. “Pick it up.”
Miller froze. He looked at the boot, then at Riker.
Thatโs when I moved. I didn’t think about it. It was instinctโthe kind drilled into me over a decade of operations that Riker would only see in movies. I bent my knees, swept my hand down, and snatched the cover out from under the arch of Rikerโs boot before he could apply full pressure.
I stood up and handed it to Miller. “Secure your gear, Private.”
The silence that followed wasn’t just quiet. It was a vacuum.
Riker turned to me slowly. His face was a mask of disbelief that was rapidly hardening into pure, unadulterated rage. No one touched the Colonel. No one intervened. And certainly, no โlittle girlโโas heโd called me the day I arrivedโundermined his discipline.
“Sergeant Ava,” he whispered. The dangerous kind of whisper.
“Colonel,” I replied, my voice flat.
He stepped into my personal space. I could smell the stale coffee and peppermint on his breath. I could see the red veins in his eyes.
“You think you’re special?” he hissed. “You think because you transferred in from some desk job in D.C. that the rules don’t apply to you?”
“I think the recruit needed his cover, Sir.”
He smiled. It was a jagged, ugly thing. “Let’s see how well you cover yourself.”
Then, he did the unthinkable.
He reached out, his hand moving faster than most eyes could track, and grabbed a fistful of my uniform collar. He twisted his knuckles into my windpipe, yanking me forward until our foreheads were almost touching…
His knuckles grind deeper, threatening to collapse my airway, but his mistake is thinking pressure alone is enough to control me. He doesnโt know Iโve survived things hotter, harsher, and far more lethal than a desert bully with delusions of grandeur. He doesnโt know that if he cuts off my air, instinct takes overโand mine is honed, sharpened, weaponized.
My vision narrows, not from lack of oxygen, but from focus. A calm settles inside me, the kind that only comes when adrenaline marries muscle memory.
โLet go,โ I say, barely audible.
He tightens his grip. โMake me.โ
So I do.
My left hand shoots up, grabbing his wrist, twisting sharply counterclockwise. The motion is clean, practiced, designed to separate joints if pressure isnโt released immediately. He grunts, the surprise cracking through his arrogance. My right hand comes up under his elbow, pushing hard, leveraging his own mass against him.
His knuckles slip off my throat.
Gasps ripple through the platoon, but Iโm not done. Not when heโs still clinging to some fantasy of control.
He lunges for me again, his hand swinging in a wide arcโsloppy, emotional. I sidestep, grab the back of his collar, and pull. His momentum does the rest. He stumbles forward, face-first, catching himself with both hands in the gravel.
The sun glints off the tiny stones embedded instantly into his palms.
Silence.
The kind that feels like every molecule in the atmosphere is holding its breath.
Riker rises slowly, dust clinging to his uniform, his face flushed a dangerous crimson. โYouโre done,โ he says. โIโm having you court-martialed before sundown.โ
โNo, Sir,โ I say, straightening my collar. โYouโre not.โ
He opens his mouth, ready to spit venom, but he stops when he sees the black SUV rolling across the training field, tires grinding gravel, windows tinted, engine growling with authority that outranks his entire personality.
The doors open. Two men step outโsuits, earpieces, posture too rigid to be anything but federal.
And then the third door opens.
General Dalton steps out.
Four stars.
The kind of rank that makes colonels forget their own names.
Rikerโs face drains of blood. He snaps to attention so fast his spine shouldโve cracked.
โSir!โ he chokes. โIโI wasnโt expectingโโ
โThatโs obvious,โ Dalton says. His voice is gravel and thunder.
I stand at attention, but Daltonโs eyes flick toward me first. I catch the tiny nodโpermission to ease slightly.
Then he turns to Riker.
โWhat in Godโs scorched desert happened here?โ
Riker stammers, โSir, Sergeant Ava assaultedโโ
Dalton lifts a hand.
โColonel. Stop talking before you hang yourself further.โ
His gaze moves across the formation. โAnyone here want to tell me what they saw?โ
The platoon stiffens. Eyes stare straight ahead. Not one soldier breaks rankโnot out of loyalty to Riker, but out of fear of retaliation. Dalton knows it. He clicks his tongue, unimpressed.
โMiller,โ I say quietly.
His head jerks. His Adamโs apple bobs. But he steps forward, voice trembling. โSirโฆ Sergeant Ava didnโt start anything. Colonel Riker grabbed her first.โ
Dalton nods once. โThank you, Private.โ
Riker looks like heโs about to combust. โSir, she undermined my authorityโโ
โYour authority undermined itself the moment you put your hands on a subordinate.โ Dalton steps closer, towering over him. โSergeant Ava is here on my directive. Her file is classified above your pay grade. And let me be very clear: if she broke your nose in front of these soldiers, I would pin a medal on her.โ
Rikerโs mouth opens, closes, then opens again like a fish dying on a dock.
Dalton turns to me. โSergeant, with me.โ
โYes, Sir.โ
I follow him toward the SUV while Riker is escorted away by the two suits, his protests fading into the desert heat.
When the doors shut behind us, Dalton exhales. โYou didnโt waste any time making an impression.โ
โHe grabbed me,โ I say simply.
โI saw.โ He sighs. โYou okay?โ
โIโm fine.โ
โYou always say that.โ
โBecause itโs always true.โ
The SUV begins moving, the training fields fading behind us. For the first time all day, I feel the suffocating heat start to lift.
Dalton removes a folder from a briefcase. โYour transfer wasnโt for remedial infantry, Ava. That was a cover. We have a situation.โ
Of course we do.
His voice lowers. โA weapons convoy went missing two nights ago. Classified tech. Prototype-level. We have intel placing it somewhere on the outskirts of this base. Someone inside the chain-of-command is involved.โ
I feel my pulse steadyโthe kind of calm reserved for chaos.
โInternal sabotage?โ
โWorse,โ Dalton says. โA mole with high clearance.โ
โAnd you want me to find them.โ
โI want you to stop them before that tech disappears permanently. And before whoeverโs involved realizes weโre onto them.โ
We roll past the perimeter, the desert stretching endlessly ahead.
Dalton hands me a tablet. On the screen: surveillance images, a night-vision shot of figures unloading crates, and one blurry image that makes my stomach tighten.
Colonel Riker.
Well. That explains the desperation in his grip.
Dalton watches my reaction. โWe need undeniable proof. And we need it today.โ
โWhatโs the tech?โ I ask.
His jaw flexes. โEnough that if it gets into the wrong hands, you and I wonโt be having this conversation tomorrow.โ
The SUV slows near a remote training villageโmock buildings, empty alleys, silence thick as concrete.
โThis is where the trail leads,โ Dalton says. โWe believe the exchange happens before dusk.โ
He steps out. I follow.
The air shifts. Lighter now. Charged. Dangerous.
Dalton clamps a hand on my shoulder. โAvaโฆ whatever happens, you finish this.โ
โI always do.โ
He gives a rare, fleeting smile. โI know.โ
I move through the mock village, boots silent on sandstone. Every window is a dark square. Every door a mouth waiting to swallow sound. The tablet pings softlyโmotion detected three buildings ahead.
I approach.
Voices drift through the cracked doorwayโlow, tense.
I ease closer and peek inside.
Riker stands with three contractors, crates stacked behind them. He signs a tablet, his posture cocky, as if he didnโt nearly face-plant in gravel fifteen minutes ago.
One contractor opens the top crate.
My blood chills.
Inside: a new generation railgun apparatusโcompact, portable, lethal without recoil. Still in testing. Not supposed to exist outside secure labs.
Rikerโs voice slithers through the room. โOnce this is on the truck, weโre clear.โ
Contractor: โPayment transfers upon delivery.โ
Riker: โI want confirmation now.โ
I slip inside through the back. Silent. Controlled.
Dalton wanted proof. So I hit record.
The contractor taps a code. A digital chirp echoes.
And then Rikerโs head snaps in my direction.
Movement too sharp to be instinct.
He sees me.
His face twists. โYou.โ
The contractors reach for weapons, but Iโm already moving. I spring forward, catching the first one with a kick to the solar plexus. He collapses, breathless. The second draws a pistolโtoo slow. I twist his wrist, the gun skittering across the floor, and slam his head into the crate edge.
Riker fumbles for his sidearm.
I donโt give him the chance.
I punch his arm upward, the gun firing into the ceiling. Dust rains down. He swings wildly, but desperation makes him sloppy. I catch his fist mid-air, pivot, and throw him across the room. He crashes into the crates, coughing.
The remaining contractor lunges with a knife. I dodge, grab his wrist, twist downward until the blade clatters. My elbow snaps into his jaw. He drops.
Riker scrambles to his feet, fury and terror tangled on his face.
โYou donโt know what youโre doing!โ he shouts.
โI know exactly what Iโm doing.โ
He charges.
I sidestep and let his momentum carry him straight into a wooden pillar. He hits it hard. Slides down. Groaning.
He looks up at me, defeated, sweat dripping, voice shaking.
โThey promised me a way out,โ he whispers. โThey said no one would care. They said youโฆ you were just a nobody.โ
I crouch beside him, eyes level.
โYou shouldโve read my file.โ
Dalton enters with a security team. They take the contractors into custody. Riker is cuffed, dragged to his feet.
Dalton studies the wrecked room, then looks at me.
โYou got it?โ
โAudio and video,โ I say, handing him the tablet. โEverything you need.โ
โGood.โ He breathes out, tension melting. โThis shuts down the entire operation.โ
Riker screams curses as heโs hauled out into the sunlight, but they fade quicklyโdrowned by the desertโs wide, indifferent silence.
When the room is finally empty, Dalton turns to me.
โYou handled yourself flawlessly.โ
โAlways do.โ
He chuckles softly. โCome on. Letโs get out of this oven.โ
We walk back toward the SUV. The sun hangs lower now, bleeding gold across the horizon. The oppressive heat eases into something almost tolerable.
Dalton opens the door but pauses.
โAvaโฆ you saved careers today. Maybe even lives.โ
I shrug. โJust did my job.โ
He steps aside. โAnd you did it better than anyone else could.โ
I climb into the SUV, letting the cool air wash over me as the doors shut.
For the first time since stepping onto this base, I let myself lean back, inhale deeply, and feel the tension leave my muscles.
Outside, the desert rolls byโendless, harsh, honest.
Dalton glances over. โYou ready for your next assignment?โ
I smirk. โAlways.โ
He smiles. โGood. Because after todayโฆ your file just got a little less redacted.โ
We roll away from Fort Irwin, leaving behind the heat, the dust, and the Colonel who thought he could break me.
But in the end, he only confirmed what I already knew:
Some careers are built in the sun.
Others end in it.
And mine?
Mine survives anywhere.




