Todd Haskins Shouldn’t Have Touched My Tote Bag

Austin Maghiar

I was buying chicken, apples, and the cheap cupcakes my grandson loved – the grocery manager BLOCKED my cart and told everyone I had stolen medicine.

One police call could have wrecked more than my afternoon, because I was already fighting to keep full guardianship of nine-year-old Tyler after my daughter went back to rehab.

Every Thursday after school, we went to Miller’s Market, used my paper coupons, and let Tyler pick one snack if he finished his reading log.

“Linda, you spoil that boy,” Carol at the pharmacy counter always said.

I had lived in that store for twenty years in small ways, through canned soup, birthday candles, and the rotisserie chicken that meant I was too tired to cook.

That day, the manager, Todd Haskins, pulled a box of allergy pills from my tote bag like he had found gold.

Tyler’s face changed before mine did.

“Grandma, HE PUT IT IN,” he said.

I told him not to interrupt adults, because I was scared and stupid enough to think manners could save us.

Todd made me empty my purse on the bagging shelf while people pretended not to look.

My wallet. My keys. Tyler’s spelling cards.

Everything.

An off-duty cop in a Tigers hoodie stepped out of line with a frozen pizza in his hand.

“Ma’am, don’t sign that trespass notice yet,” he said.

Todd told him to mind his business, then called me a repeat problem, which made my stomach drop because I had never been accused of stealing in my life.

The cop showed a badge from his back pocket.

Todd stopped talking.

That night, Tyler sat on my bed and said the same thing again: Todd had slid the box under my tote while I was helping Tyler count coins for the cupcakes.

I wanted to believe he was confused.

Then I opened my Miller’s rewards app to check my receipt.

The allergy pills were not on it.

The next morning, my daughter Ashley called from rehab after Tyler told her, and she said, “Mom, do not go back in there alone.”

But I did, because I needed milk, and because that store had my dignity sitting somewhere behind customer service.

Todd wasn’t there, but Carol pulled me aside and opened the drawer under the pharmacy counter.

Three women.

All over sixty. All accused by Todd in the last six months, all banned, all too embarrassed to fight.

Then the cop from the line called me from a number on the card he had slipped into my coupon folder.

My hands were shaking.

THE MANAGER HAD PUT THE MEDICINE IN MY BAG HIMSELF.

Officer Mark Jensen had checked the store camera from his own purchase time, and the video showed Todd’s hand going into my tote while my back was turned.

But Mark said there was something worse: Todd had done it only on days when a district supervisor was visiting, and every banned customer had used a senior discount card.

So I waited until Saturday, when Miller’s held its customer appreciation raffle and Todd stood beside the donation table smiling for photos.

I walked in with Tyler, Carol, three banned women, and Officer Jensen behind me.

“I’m glad you’re all here,” I said, and plugged my phone into the speaker they used for raffle numbers.

Todd lunged for the cord, but Officer Jensen caught his wrist and said, “Don’t touch it, Todd – because she hasn’t played the part where you say WHY yet.”

The Speaker Popped Once

That stupid speaker made a noise like a firecracker, and half the people by the bakery jumped.

I almost apologized.

Can you imagine that? I had been humiliated in front of canned tomatoes and lottery tickets, and my first thought was still, Oh, Linda, don’t make a scene.

Tyler stood pressed against my hip, his hand around the strap of my purse. He had worn his school sweatshirt because he said it made him look like he belonged somewhere official. It had a ketchup stain near the pocket.

Carol stood on my other side with her arms folded. Her pharmacy coat was buttoned wrong. One button off. I noticed because I needed to look at anything but Todd’s face.

The three women behind us were Mrs. Gloria Finch, who used to bring lemon bars to the church rummage sale; Donna Cobb, who had a cane with purple tape around the handle; and Jean Petrovic, who kept saying she didn’t want trouble even while she had put on lipstick for it.

People turned.

Of course they did.

Saturday morning at Miller’s was mostly older folks, tired parents, and men sent out for one thing who came home with eight. The raffle table had a plastic pumpkin full of tickets, even though it was April, because Miller’s reused everything.

Todd’s smile had slid off.

“Todd Haskins,” Officer Jensen said, still holding his wrist, “step back.”

Todd yanked once. Mark did not move. Not even a little.

“This is harassment,” Todd said.

His voice cracked on the second word.

That helped me.

I tapped my phone.

For one second there was nothing, just the buzz from the store lights and someone whispering, “Is that Linda Reynolds?”

Then Todd’s own voice came through the speaker.

“…because senior discount accounts don’t fight it. They cry, they leave, they don’t call corporate. You want shrink numbers? I give you shrink numbers.”

A woman near the flowers said, “Oh my God.”

Todd’s face went gray around the mouth.

Then another voice. Lower. Mark’s voice.

“So you plant the merchandise?”

Todd laughed on the recording. A mean little laugh, like a kid snapping a pencil.

“I don’t plant it. I recover it.”

On the speaker, Mark said, “The camera says different.”

Todd said, “You think Linda Reynolds is going to sue? She’s raising her addict daughter’s kid and trying to keep a judge happy. She’ll shut up. They always shut up.”

Tyler’s fingers dug into my purse strap.

That was the part I almost didn’t play.

Not because Todd didn’t deserve it. Because Ashley had fought for every clean day she had, and I hated him saying her name like he knew the shape of our kitchen table.

But Ashley had told me on the phone that morning, “Play it, Mom. He counted on you being ashamed. Don’t help him.”

So I let it play.

Ashley Heard Her Name

My daughter was on speaker in my coat pocket.

She wasn’t supposed to talk. That was the plan. She was thirty-two days sober and calling from a rehab center outside Saginaw where the pay phone smelled like bleach and old coffee, according to her. Calls were limited to fifteen minutes. She had given me twelve of them.

When Todd said “addict daughter,” the line in my pocket made a small broken sound.

I put my hand over the coat.

Not to hide her. To keep myself upright.

The recording kept going.

Mark had caught Todd the night before in the back office at Miller’s after Todd stayed late. Carol had texted Mark when Todd came in for the closing shift, because Carol was done being scared of a man with a name tag.

Mark didn’t arrest him then. He asked questions. Todd, full of himself and thinking a local cop had no pull with corporate, talked.

Men like Todd mistake talking for winning.

“I got commended twice,” Todd said on the recording. “District likes clean numbers. They want theft handled. I handle it.”

“And the banned women?” Mark asked.

“Store policy.”

“Linda Reynolds?”

“Wrong place, wrong day.”

“Wrong day because Susan Park was visiting?”

Silence on the recording.

Then Todd said, “You don’t know shit.”

That word boomed out over the customer appreciation raffle, right beside a display of frosted sugar cookies shaped like daisies.

A little boy laughed because children are honest and terrible.

Susan Park, the district supervisor, was standing by the automatic doors with a stack of Miller’s gift cards in her hand.

I had not known she was coming.

That was turn number one.

She wore a navy blazer and white sneakers, and she looked like somebody had slapped her without touching her. She stared at Todd, then at Mark, then at me.

“Todd,” she said.

He turned toward her like a dog hearing the can opener.

“Susan, this is being taken out of context.”

Carol made a noise. Not a laugh. Not a cough.

“Out of context?” Jean Petrovic said from behind me. “You made me empty my bra pad in your office.”

The store went dead quiet after that.

Jean’s chin wobbled, but she kept going.

“My husband had just died, and I was buying soup. You said if I didn’t show you, you’d call the police. I had a mastectomy in 2009, you nasty little man.”

Donna Cobb said, “He told my daughter I stole stool softener.”

Gloria Finch said nothing. She just held up the trespass notice Todd had made her sign. Her hand shook so hard the paper rattled.

Todd looked at Susan Park again.

She did not save him.

The Office Door Had A Window

I had pictured the truth coming out like in movies.

Big gasps. Someone maybe clapping. Todd dragged away while the music changed.

It was not like that.

It was ugly and slow and full of forms.

Mark turned Todd around and told him he was being detained while they waited for the on-duty officers. Todd kept saying he had rights. Mark said, “Yep,” each time, which made it worse somehow.

Susan Park asked us to come to the office.

“No,” Carol said.

That one word came out sharp.

Susan blinked.

Carol pointed at the little office near the service desk, the one with the half-blind window.

“No more back rooms,” she said. “Everything out here or not at all.”

I had never seen Carol look like that. This was a woman who put smiley stickers on blood pressure pamphlets.

Susan nodded. Her cheeks were red.

So we stood by the raffle table while Mark called dispatch, and Susan called someone named Bill at corporate, and Todd stood with his hands behind his back next to a stack of donated canned corn.

People pretended to shop, but nobody left.

A man in a Lions cap pushed his cart past twice with only a jar of pickles in it.

Then Mrs. Finch stepped forward.

“I want my card back,” she said.

Todd looked confused.

“My Miller’s card,” she said. “You cut it up in front of me.”

Susan Park swallowed.

“We’ll issue you a new one.”

Mrs. Finch smiled, but it was not a happy smile.

“It had my husband’s phone number on it,” she said. “He died in 2018. I used it because I liked seeing his name pop up at the register.”

That got me.

Not crying. I don’t do much crying in public. My nose just started running, which is worse because then you look like a wet idiot.

Tyler reached into my purse and handed me a crumpled school napkin.

“Thanks, baby,” I said.

“I’m not a baby,” he said, with Todd standing ten feet away in shame.

Good.

Susan looked at me then.

“Mrs. Reynolds, I am so sorry.”

I wanted to say something clean and strong.

What came out was, “You should be.”

Her eyes dropped.

The Second Video

When the uniformed officers arrived, one of them was a woman I knew from the middle school crossing line. Officer Dawn Mueller. She had once yelled at a pickup truck so hard that the driver backed up into his own trash can.

She listened to Mark. She watched the clip on his phone. She looked at Todd.

Then she said, “Seriously, Haskins?”

That made Todd madder than the handcuffs.

They took him toward the front doors, and the automatic doors opened and closed and opened again because everyone was standing too close.

Todd stopped beside Tyler.

He shouldn’t have.

Maybe he couldn’t help himself.

“You don’t even know what you saw, kid,” he said.

Tyler stepped behind me.

I felt something old and hot move through me. The kind of anger that does not shake. It stands.

Officer Mueller put her hand on Todd’s arm.

“Keep walking.”

But Tyler leaned around my coat.

“I know what your watch looked like,” he said.

Todd froze.

I turned.

“What?”

Tyler’s face had gone pink. He hated attention. He would rather eat a math worksheet than speak in front of strangers.

“The camera might not see it,” he said. “But I did. His watch had orange numbers. When he put the medicine in your bag. I saw it.”

Mark looked at me.

Then at Todd.

Then at Susan.

Carol whispered, “The office.”

“What office?” I asked.

Carol pointed toward the back hallway. “Todd has a camera in the manager office for cash counts. Not corporate. His own. He brags about it. Says it catches lazy cashiers.”

Susan Park’s mouth opened.

She did not know about that camera.

Turn number two.

Mark said, “Where does it record?”

Carol said, “Computer under the desk.”

Todd started talking fast.

“That’s private equipment. You can’t just go through my personal property. You need a warrant. You need a warrant.”

Officer Mueller smiled without showing teeth.

“For the office in the store where you manage cash and employees?” she said. “Okay. We’ll do it the fun way.”

Susan Park held up a key ring.

“No,” Todd said. “Susan. No. Don’t.”

She didn’t look at him.

The officers took him outside. Mark stayed with us. Susan and Carol went back to the office with Officer Mueller, and I stood there feeling the floor under my shoes, one tile cracked near the service desk, gum stuck black in the corner.

Five minutes passed.

Seven.

The raffle speaker still sat on the table with my phone attached. The recording had ended, but my screen showed Ashley’s call still going.

“Mom?” she said from my pocket.

I pulled the phone out.

“I’m here.”

“Is Tyler okay?”

Tyler took the phone.

“Mom, I told them about the watch.”

Ashley made a sound that was almost a laugh.

“That’s my boy.”

He looked at the floor.

“Can we still get cupcakes?”

Half the store heard him.

That time people did laugh, but soft.

He Had Names In A Folder

Officer Mueller came out of the office carrying a black laptop like it had germs.

Behind her, Susan Park had a file folder pressed to her chest.

Carol’s face looked bloodless.

“Linda,” she said. “Sit down.”

I did not sit down.

I hate when people tell me to sit down. It always means they want your knees to give out in a safe place.

“What is it?”

Susan Park opened the folder.

Inside were printed lists.

Names. Rewards card numbers. Ages written in pencil. Notes.

Widow.

Lives alone.

Uses cash.

No local family.

Fixed income.

Senior Thursday.

My name was on the third page.

Reynolds, Linda. 66. Grandchild with custody issue. Daughter rehab. Likely won’t report.

There are moments when your body gets ahead of your mind. Mine put a hand over Tyler’s eyes.

He pulled it down.

“I’m nine,” he said.

“Not today.”

Susan’s lips shook.

“I didn’t know,” she said.

I believed her. I hated that I believed her because it did nothing useful.

Mark took the folder from her and looked through it.

“These are targets,” he said.

That word made people move. A little rustle through the store. Like everyone had been holding still too long.

Gloria Finch sat down on the bench near the carts.

Donna Cobb said, “I thought I was losing my mind.”

Jean Petrovic covered her mouth with both hands.

Carol said, “He kept copies of our discount forms. From the pharmacy too. Birth dates. Phone numbers.”

Susan Park turned toward Carol.

“That is not allowed.”

Carol’s laugh was flat.

“You think?”

The front doors opened again. Two more officers came in. Outside, through the glass, I could see Todd in the back of a patrol car. He was not smiling now. He was looking down at his lap.

Good.

No, not good.

Good enough.

The Judge Called Monday

I spent the rest of Saturday giving a statement at a folding table near the deli, because none of us would go into the office.

People came up in little pieces.

The cashier named Brenna said Todd had told her to page him whenever certain senior cards came up.

A stock boy named Kevin said Todd kept boxes of over-the-counter medicine in the break room but told everyone they were “training props.”

A woman I did not know said her mother had stopped shopping at Miller’s after being accused of stealing batteries. Her mother had dementia, and they had believed Todd.

That one sat on my tongue like pennies.

Tyler got his cupcakes.

Carol bought them. I tried to pay her back, and she said, “Linda, I will smack you in public.”

So I let her.

Not smack me. Buy the cupcakes.

By Monday morning, my guardianship attorney, Mr. Albright, had the police report, the first video, the audio, and a letter from Miller’s corporate that had clearly been written by six lawyers in a locked room with bad coffee.

At 10:15, my phone rang.

It was the court clerk.

My hearing was supposed to be in three weeks. Todd’s accusation had not made it into any official file yet, thank God, but my attorney had reported the incident himself because hiding things from family court is like hiding bacon from a dog.

The judge wanted a short status call.

I sat at my kitchen table in the blouse I wear to funerals and court things. Tyler sat across from me doing division problems, pressing too hard with his pencil.

Ashley was on the phone from rehab. Mr. Albright was on another line. The judge sounded tired.

Judges always sound tired. Maybe they are born that way.

Mr. Albright explained.

The judge asked if Tyler had witnessed the event.

My hand closed around my coffee mug.

“Yes, Your Honor,” I said.

Tyler looked up.

The judge asked if he was receiving support through school.

“He’s got Mrs. Donnelly,” I said. “His counselor. And his teacher knows.”

Tyler mouthed, “I’m fine.”

He was not fine. He had slept on my floor Saturday night with a baseball bat beside him. A plastic one. Still.

Then Ashley spoke.

“Your Honor, this is Ashley Reynolds.”

My mouth went dry.

There was a pause.

“Go ahead, Ms. Reynolds,” the judge said.

Ashley took a breath. I heard it crackle through the rehab phone.

“My mother is the reason my son eats breakfast and does homework and has clean socks,” she said. “I am not ready to be his parent right now. I am working on it. But if that man tried to make her look unsafe, I want the court to know he lied.”

I stared at the little burn mark on my table from a pan I had set down in 1998.

Ashley kept going.

“And I want the court to know Tyler told the truth before any adult did.”

Tyler stopped writing.

The judge was quiet for four seconds. I counted.

Then she said, “The court appreciates that, Ms. Reynolds.”

That was all.

But Tyler’s pencil started moving again.

Miller’s Sent Flowers

On Tuesday, Miller’s sent a flower basket.

I refused delivery.

The poor driver stood on my porch holding yellow daisies and a card envelope, looking like I had asked him to eat them.

“Ma’am, I just deliver,” he said.

“I know, honey,” I said. “Take them back.”

He looked relieved to leave.

Then corporate called.

Bill, the man Susan had called during the raffle, offered me free groceries for a year.

I told him I wanted every banned customer contacted in writing. I wanted Todd’s trespass notices voided. I wanted the employees trained by someone who had not learned respect from a microwave manual. I wanted Carol protected.

Bill said they were handling it internally.

I said, “Bill, I have Channel 8’s number written on my electric bill.”

He said he would call me back.

He did.

By Friday, Miller’s had posted a notice on the front door and mailed letters to twenty-one customers.

Twenty-one.

All of them older. Most women. Two men who lived in the senior apartments behind the bowling alley.

Todd had been doing it longer than six months.

Carol told me later that Susan Park cried in her car after the first calls went out. I did not know what to do with that information, so I put it nowhere.

Todd was charged. Not with everything I wanted. The law is picky. It wants clean boxes checked, not the whole dirty floor.

But he lost his job.

His name came off the manager plaque by the service desk.

For two weeks, there was just a pale rectangle on the wall where it had been.

I liked that better.

Thursday Came Anyway

The next Thursday, Tyler asked if we were going to Miller’s.

I said we could go to Kroger.

He shook his head.

“Carol’s at Miller’s.”

That was true.

“And the cupcakes are there.”

Also true.

So we went.

I parked badly. Took up two inches of the next space and didn’t fix it. Rebel grandma, call the papers.

Tyler held my hand from the car to the doors, which he had not done since second grade. He dropped it before we got inside.

Carol saw us from the pharmacy and put both hands in the air.

“Look who it is,” she called.

People turned again.

This time, Mrs. Finch was at the produce bins squeezing lemons with serious purpose. Donna Cobb was comparing prices on canned peaches. Jean Petrovic was by the bakery, buying soup she did not need.

Susan Park was there too, standing near customer service in jeans and a Miller’s polo. She looked nervous.

Good.

She came over holding a small stack of cards.

“Mrs. Reynolds,” she said. “These are replacement rewards cards. For you and the others. Your old points were restored. And the senior discount notes have been removed from the store view. Only the register applies them now.”

I took my card.

My fingers did not shake.

Tyler leaned toward the bakery case.

“Can I pick chocolate?”

“You finished your reading log?”

“Mostly.”

“Tyler.”

“I have two pages left.”

“Then apples first.”

He groaned like I had asked him to build a garage.

We bought chicken, apples, milk, and the cheap cupcakes with the plastic ring on top because I am weak and he knew it.

At checkout, Brenna scanned my card.

The register beeped.

My name came up.

Linda Reynolds.

Nothing else.

No note. No warning. No ugly little mark next to my life.

Brenna handed me the receipt with both hands, like it mattered.

“Thank you for shopping with us,” she said.

Her voice broke on “shopping,” and then she looked mad at herself.

I put the receipt in my coupon folder.

Tyler carried the cupcakes.

At the automatic doors, he stopped.

“What?” I asked.

He looked back at the service desk, at the pale rectangle where Todd’s name used to be.

Then he looked up at me.

“Grandma?”

“Yeah?”

“Next time, if I say somebody put something in your bag, don’t tell me not to interrupt adults.”

My throat tightened.

He waited.

I nodded.

“You’re right.”

He thought about that, then handed me the cupcakes so he could zip his sweatshirt.

Outside, the wind pushed a receipt across the parking lot until it stuck under my shoe.

I peeled it off and threw it away.

If this one got under your skin, send it to someone who’d stand beside you at the raffle table.

For more jaw-dropping tales, read about the girl getting out that had my daughter’s face or the time my neighbor’s lawyer reached for the shredder. And if you’re up for another wild ride, check out when my husband pushed me out of a moving car while I was eight months pregnant.